Beginning to explore new ways of seeing this existence we call life. Starting not to care so much (or at all) about what others think of me. Letting go of an unexplained anger that is consuming me. Learning to say goodbye to decaying loved ones without regrets. Living each moment peacefully.
These have been my latest challenges.
I don’t want to continue to live through the motions. I am beginning to realize that caring about what others think about me is very detrimental… it can limit how much I can be myself. Because that’s what I want to be: myself. Manifest my talents.. Express my opinions freely. Do what I love. Accept my limitations.
I am not getting any younger, so I am taking a new shift in my life.
Whether people like it or not, I am moving forward in my journey. I am not stopping unless it is completely necessary. Maybe a pause here or there to deal with pain and suffering that life brings sometimes. But on a continuous path to growth and enlightenment.
I am tired of pretending . I am tired of hesitating and waiting for something to happen or to come. I am moving forward.
I am introverted , and that is not a disability or a problem. It’s just the way I am. It is also a label, like many labels we put on ourselves to try to make sense of this senseless world. To try to identify with something … to belong to something.
But I will express myself more freely. More assertively.
Thanks for reading.
There will be more. 🙂